I'm so mad at myself

So today I was supposed to call the clinic to find a therapist...and then I chickened out. I'm still glad I talked with my friend about ED, but I just couldn't bring myself to call the clinic. I'm not even sure what I'm scared of. I don't know what to say to them- listening to others' problems, I feel that mine aren't all that substantial enough to call. I wish I could just get the courage to call. :-(

Don't let your fears hold you back. Nipping sooner than later is the best. Trust me! You do not want it to explode to where you feel there's no return. It took me two years after I decided to see someone to actually do it...it took rock bottom. You're helping yourself...there's nothing more important than that.