I'm so scared.. My boyfriend needs to go to the hospital because he self harmed so badly.... I'm crying...
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First things first. Breathe
@MorningStar3
I’m trying
Is he getting help or is someone on the way?
@MorningStar3
He’s going to urgent care
If you truly believe his life is in danger call 911 if you haven't already. He's going to be alright. You are going to be alright
It's okay to be scared. Anyone would be if they were going through what you are. The hard part is over.
@MorningStar3 *hardest
It's not easy. And I hope you never have to experience it again. Just keep reminding yourself that he's going to be safe and so are you. What he needs you to do is be there and let him know you are beside him every step of the way.
@MorningStar3
Okay… Thank you for the help…
No matter when I'm crying my kitten doesn't seem to care and starts knocking things in my room. I can't keep crying cause otherwise she'd break everything
She does this cute thing where when she wants to leave my room and can't open the door (even though it's open a crack) she rolls on her back and is all like "mom, I'm cute. So open the door for me"
Do you know how hard it is to cry and want to hurt myself when I got this thing rolling around on my floor?
@MorningStar3
I would get my kitten but I’m afraid of waking my parents
Oh and don't even get me started on the fat ******* cat! He's worse than she is!!!
Speaking of which. I also want my little fur ball..... Or fat fur ball. He works too. (as he lays himself on the screen)
@MorningStar3
My boyfriend just called to apologize to me. I gave him one last chance… He said he will never cut again…
I'm sure he means a lot to you. And I understand that that makes its all the more painful. But I do want to to keep in mind, and I'm saying this cause it's very important, if this happens again, and he lies to you about something that extreme its very important that you get help. Cause even if he isn't bleeding out he's reaching out and has hard as it may be to hear you may not be able to supply that help. I'm speaking from the view of someone who is only a couple years older than even I find myself wanting to help someone I love desperately but am unable to do what needs to be down and is forced to ask others for support. If this happens again it could be dangerous for both of your mental health and this would be called an unhealthy relationship. I don't know you and and I don't know him. But from what I've gotten tonight I only want the both of you to be safe
@MorningStar3
We are now both safe. If he does this again, I’m cutting off ties… Simply said… I just can’t deal with that. I can’t deal with lies again…
he willl be okay. Stay strong for him, okay?