I'm so Thankful to the people who helped me along the way T

I'm so Thankful to the people who helped me along the way
To the point where i am in my life, Spiritually ,Emotionally, Mentally
one aspect of my life has taken a 150% uturn this year
Which is my eating which has been an amazing year for just that area in my life. I live this life with a mind set of i have no regrets
Because everything good,bad,or indifferent has lead me to this point now. But i must admit one thing that really urks me was a year or so ago. When i got my family together to ask them to agree to allow myself to take my own life. Looking back i wanted there acceptance to it. Looking back if i could take that specific thing i would take that back without a doubt.
I remember where i was at that time mentally.
Before that i had begged a QMC surgeon to give me a morphine overdose i begged him.(Had guards at my bedside after, oops)
The point to this post is - I'm thankful for everything even if at the time it wasn't what i wanted to hear or get.
I will always apologise for the pain i had caused.
Looking back i now see the affects i must of caused but at that time i just wasn't aware. Awareness comes with time!

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So many of us agree with you, ash! Just know we're here for you

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thank you guys :) thank you