I'm starting ng a new job Friday, in-laws visiting tonight (so unfaithful husband returns to bedroom to make room), baby going through some sleep regression phase... Any wonder I've got a short fuse today?
Sometime when i see a woman in her car, in the store, wherever, I'm convinced it's one of his strangers. I'm afraid one of my new colleagues will be one of them- even worse, one of my staff members. I'm afraid my father in law, an unrepentent cheater himself, will say something to set me off.
Most off all I'm furious because this final week at home with our baby was supposed to be such a sweet,precious time. I've loved staying home for her and i don't want it to end under this cloud.
Shame on cheaters for what they take from us.
Sorry to hear about this. Trust me I know what you mean I do not even want to spend time with the in-laws sometimes because I know they will set me off. I hope that you can make it through the day. Just think about your baby and forget about them. Yeah I agree it would be good if we could take something away from them!!!
So sorry for your frustration and stress. This should be a special time with your baby. I understand your fears as I have them as well. Every time I see my husband looking at someone walking down the street - I wonder if she was someone he was involved with or, worse, if she is someone he might become involved with in the future. He says he will never hurt me like that again, but how can I be sure.