I'm wondering if there is a use in anything any more

Seems I’ve become completely irrelevant in the eyes of everyone who sees/hears me. I really feel like nobody listens at all any more. Most responses are hollow. Nothing ever really gets better. It just prolongs the suffering. Why do I even try?

I tried being your friend but you acted too busy and made little effort. Then you got on here talking about how no one cared. Maybe you are not making effort.

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And that was an insult to me. I’m nobody?

Is this true?

I don’t recognize this user’s name (Rumi4). I already messaged them asking who they were and telling them that I couldn’t even respond unless they revealed who they are as I have no messages from any user by that name specifically.

Also, I was VERY deeply depressed when I wrote this. I do understand the difference between how I feel and what is reality. I understand that the absolutes that I used were not 100% true. But it was exactly how I felt.