I feel like when someone does, its important to let someone else know how special that person was. I lost someone very special to me this past Saturday ( August 28, 2010.) Not only did I date this boy, but we was good friends as well. He makes 13 of my friends to die within two years. This just isn’t a thing I want to go through again. I don’t think I can go through this again. There was just something amazing and about this kid. He was always the happy go lucky type if that’s what you want to call it. He had a slight temper, but at the same time he was the prince every girl wanted. Just so fun and full of life. I really fill like I’m missing apart of me and I don’t know how to get it back or what to do. With all the other deaths I’ve been through this should be easy, but some times I just find it hard to breath. Its just so sad losing so many teens in this area and in the world. My heart will forever be missing a huge piece that he took to heaven with him the day he left. There is a big hole left inside of me. I love you babe, I’ll never forget you.
I am sorry to hear of your loss. He sounds like he was an amazing kid.
one of the most amazing kids i’ve ever met in my life. 
i am so sorry for your loss and what you are feeling. i know how it feels to lose someone very special. and while it hurts (this may sound strange)i guess that is a good thing because obviously that person touched your heart and you probably have so many wonderful memories. remember the good things and maybe you can also learn something from them and about how precious life is. with time it will get easier. Stay strong and let us know how you are doing.
hi
any type of loss is painfull, but this the loss of both loved one and friend makes life unbearable at the moment for u, just because u have lost people before doesnt mean u shouldnt grieve for what was and althought i sure u dont believe it but time is the only solution to peace,
if u feel the need try a face to face group for bereavement they will all have amazing stories to tell about loved ones and will share every step of your journey with u
but dont forget if u are experiencing any type of physical problems u didnt have before a quick check up at the dcos will do u a world of good, stress and tension are not to be taken lightly
but most of all enjoy the memories of a loved one who im sure is settin the heavens alight with his personality
as always keep posting when u are able
loving thoughts and positive vibes
I'm so sorry. I know how you feel,I lost my baby girl back in April. This is very hard to say but every day does get a little easier. There will be days and times that you feel like you cant hold on no more but try your hardest to be strong.
missu
your post could have been me fourty years ago.
and u are right time does lessen the pain, i still have knee **** reactions to a thing that brings it all back but im at the stage of life where im happy to have had those moments with her, cherish the few pictures i have and hope that by knowing her i moved on to make huge changes that are to honor her memory,
post when u are ready
loving thoughts and positive vibes