It hits again

Addiction & Recovery Substance Abuse
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Every once in a while I just drink a lot. I get to a point where I just can’t stop. I believe some of us are just wired differently. For me, I love the taste of alcohol. This is not something I dislike. However, alcohol is poison, I literally poison myself every time I drink. I also enjoy waking up early on the weekends with energy. Seeing the sun.

I hate feeling like this. Heart racing, anxiety through the roof, shaking, it is crazy.

Thanks for reading.

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I believe most people have have their poison . Some smoke some eat to much of something that’s not good for them . As for anxiety it a horrible thing . A bas…d

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Yes. I’m not drinking too much. This just happens every once in a while, but damn the level of anxiety I reach.

I have to say that I love the feeling of appreciation I get of a good night sleep after having an awful one.