It is a new day and I am alone as usual feeling boated wake up with my only friends HIV hep C drugs lonlenss I miss loving some 1 touching huging kissing crying warm heart tender do u understand what I have here I need to find an angel girl which I can share my life with and accept me with all way I have I am 40 yes now and since 2 yes I am alone I lost my kids my work every thing and I mean it everything and I try to kill my self in this 2 yes 6 times and it never work even death refusing me I am Egyptian but I am living in Germany I take medicine against HIV and for the hep C I will start in September and subistituation for drugs but I am not free if I am with peoe I feel different if I like a girl I am scared to talk or get closed from her way is this for alive and do u think that talking here is changing the mood sorry for my disappointment
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Hi. Thanks for sharing your story.
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@housemushroom i see your post where you were looking where uo post. Im glad you found it 
Way is ur advice
@saintchild i dont understand what you mean