I can't deal with life like this anymore. It's draining. It's too much!! Bingeing has hit an all time hard patch. It's totally out of control. There's hardly a minute that goes by without a binge occurring. I eat to the point that my body rejects the food. It completely drains me. I can't continue like this. It's totally runing my life, but I can't seem to get a hold on it. How can I stop this? I want to get my life back. I don't want to live like this anymore. If I have to live like this, I don't want to live at all!!
Lace:
I know reaching this point is incredibly difficult and frightening. But I promise you, people DO get better. YOU can get better.
It sounds like you need some immediate attention. Is there someone near you that you can reach out to- a Doctor, a family member..? I am concerned, because even when we are strong enough to hang on with our minds, this sickness takes a toll on our bodies. Its important to recognize signs of dangerous physical symptoms as well.
If there is anything I can do to help other than just be there let me know! I have been here before, and made it out, and I will share any insight I can with you to help you through this!
Thanks for your reply CJ
I feel like everyone around e is bored of listening to me now. I feel very alone. I know that my body is giving up, I feel totally drained, tired all the time, and can't stop crying. I sit at my desk with tears streaming down my face.
Your reply is a great help thanks. It's nice when you know there are people out there who care
Thanks xx
I agree. You are at a point where you cannot wait any longer to get professional help, and I strongly recommend that you see your doctor today, or go to the ER and tell them everything that is going on!
This is not something that you can expect to be able to do on your own. You know you can't, and waiting will only lead to additional pain and possible damage or even death!
Please do something today...you deserve it! Take care....Jan ♥
Hey. The thing is, you really dont have to live that way. You sound like you probably need some good professional help. That does in no way mean you are crazy. It just means you dont know quite how to deal with it and you want help in knowing how. You sound like you are really on the edge. And you could fall off with just a small particle touching you. I dont want that to happen. janurse is right. Get some help very quick. Like in the next 24 hours. You are getting really down. Youve already hit your breaking point. And soon, if you do not get some help, you will break all the way. I know. I have seen some stuff like it. And i really care that you live or die. I want you to live. You are worth it. You are a person who deserves love just like me. And if nothing else, i dont know you, but i love you as a person. God made each of us unique. And in his image. Which means he takes pride in what he made. Which means he doesnt want you to hurt yourself. He loves you too. And when no one else does, or seems to, you can always know he does.