It's been 7 years since I left my abusive marriage, 18 years

It's been 7 years since I left my abusive marriage, 18 years of abuse has surly left me with scars, I try to stay positive and not look back, but we all know flashbacks are inevitable. Today is day one of stopping all meds, I want a clear head and I want to feel again, it's not going to be easy as I've been on suboxen and Ativan...if I can survive the 18 years of hell I endured then I can surly do this...

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I hope you have a doctor's help with this. You're not supposed to go cold turkey.

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I know but 3 years is to long..I'm going to have to suffer withdrawals at some point so it might as well start now...I'll be ok, I just have to stay strong.