Ive been struggling from bullimia for 4 years now and it has its ups and lows.
Whenever I'm sad and depressed, i turn to eating and immediately feel guilty about it.
I hate this feeling.My parents don't know about this.I don't want them to ever find out. None of my friends do either because I'm too embarrassed and ashamed to tell them and honestly i don't see how they will be able to help them even if i did tell.
I need motivation and i need someone who can understand me. This is why i joined this support group.
I've grown up listening to my mom and dad say I'm fat and i need to lose weight. Everyone else things I'm perfectly alright. But if someone whose opinion and what they say matter to you a lot like your parents say things like these, you tend to believe it.
I don't have a boyfriend so physical comfort is out of the question.
Ive been through a lot and I've come out strong but this thing is killing me inside and I'm really depressed about it.
Please help.
Hugs and welcome, we are so glad to have you in the group, however, you need to get help, a support group is not enough to get you well. Therapy, nutrition training, these are essential to getting well. Are you old enough to seek out medical care on your own? Hugs!