Ive cheated on my fiance alot in the 10 years weve be knowin

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ive cheated on my fiance alot in the 10 years weve be knowing each other and i cant seem to figure out why i do it... i have never had one singe relationship were i didnt cheat and end up being the cause of the break up. i feel i might just have a self esteem problem and im looking for something to make me feel better about myself but ultimately i end up makeing myself feel worse bc i end up hurting the one i care about....... :'(

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Its a hard thing to break, but maybe you could try seeing a therapist to help you figure out why you cant stay grounded with one person? Its tough for me also, im trying really hard to keep on track.. but im getting there.

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i wish i could see a therapist, just cant afford it

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i have medicaid...i dont think they cover it