Hello,
I went to Oregon to see my brother for his 21st birthday on Monday and drove back the same day. My mom and I left at 9am and got back home at 11pm. We took my brother out to eat, opened presents, I talked to him and we played with a kitten that he is watching. I hadnt seen my brother in over 2 years cuz I was in residential placement when he left Washington state. I saw him last on my 16th birthday. We went to Verizon at the salem mall and he bought the iphone4 and then, we went to Red Robin to eat. I had a healthy meal which consisted of a hamburger patty. Im allergic to wheat so I couldnt have the bun. I had some soda and some fries. I was upset with myself when I realized I gained weight but, Im handling it well.
When we got back to our home, my mom did some computer work and then she went to bed. I couldnt sleep. I was hyper and really happy that I saw my brother. On my 18th birthday last December, I wished that I would see my brother. I blew out the candles in 2 blows but, I got my wish in less than 2 years!!
My brother has a learning disability which affects his life. He quit high school but, now he has a job at Safeway stocking shelfs. Im happy for him. Im upset that he didnt continue at the online high school I am at now. Its called Insight but, it goes all over the USA. I go to Insight School of Washington. My brother went to Insight school of oregon. But, he and his fiance are doing well and Im happy for both of them.
Now, Ive gained some weight and thats upsetting for me. But, Im handling it in a healthy way. I couldnt sleep at all last night so, I worked on school while my mom slept. And at 8:30am, I walked the 2.5 miles to Tullys in Edmonds, WA. I treated mysel to an ammericano. Then, I walked the 2.5 mile walk home which was walking up 3 big hills and then up my driveway which is a huge hill too.
I just wanted to share that Im doing well. I told my mom that I started taking Geodon without her knowing. She told me to just tell her that I need it, I have a prescription from like 2 years ago but, I go to the psych. doc on May 3rd and he can write a new prescription.
Im voices free, suicidal and homicidal free, feeling safe and actually happy. And, I got a beta fish to be my new friend. I just got to keep it high enough on the shelves in my room so my cat wont get to it. I named him Orion.
Not much else. But, Ive got to get back to studying. I have 56 days left of school and Im sooooooooooo far behind. Ive got to catch up so, I can finish in time.
SashaVL1992