I've had HCOD for quite a while, but through some excercises I managed to deal well with it.....When I met a girl on a party and we immideatly ' clicked' through our view on the world ;), the thought ' IM IN LOVE WITH HER' came into my freaky little brain.
Now with every Facebook update I see of her, and everytime her name is mentioned, I feel fear... I feel that WHAT if I'm in love with her, and start questioning this in my mind over and over again. I makes me so upset, but somehow there's still all these doubt...what if it's not HOCD...I mean, it's a specific girl this time....
Sweet lord. Where is just the button that tells you what is true or not....
Did anyone else have this too?