I've never used a site like this before but if I don't vent

I've never used a site like this before but if I don't vent I just might lose it... I don't even know where to start....just lately everything around me has gone to **** and nothing I do is making it any better.....and I know getting irritated about it is only making it worse ...but I feel like i'm drowning in hurt which I only express in anger...its ruining my friendships and relationship...and even tho I know its destroying me as a person, I just cant help but still wanna explode off the handle and stomp around like Godzilla, RAAAAWWWRRRRRR

I think we have all had a godzilla moment or two, so welcome! When you feel comfortable we would love to hear more about you, if you want to talk about things we are here for you.