So the day before the 6th my mother was taken away to the hospital. She seemed like she would be okay, she died the next day of septic shock/ multi-organ failure. I in my family of now six has been the last one to full accept/ express my feelings I felt from her sudden leaving. For one didn't say a word when being taken away, stood dumbfounded. Secondly I knew she wouldn't be coming back, odd sixth sense that tells if something bad is going to happen. Its half right, and half hunch.
aimeemay
welcome
you not saying anything wont have changed how much your mum loved u and still does she was a smart women and knew her children so she didnt expect to hear u chatter along like a magpie
and we all have hunches/sixth sense when it comes to our loved ones leaving us
now is the time to chat and seek help if u are up to it
there is no time to begin or end grief its when u are ready to move forward and i hope u are being kind to yourself daily
love D :)
Many thanks.