Well I haven't been on in awhile and it has been pretty rough for me these past few weeks. I have been on a bingeing and purging rampage and it even ended up with me having a seizure for my electrolytes were all out of wack. I got into a really deep depression and my anxiety has been all over the place. I started summer school yesterday and am really trying to get back on track with my treatment team, for I have definitely neglected seeing them, which is probably why I have relapsed so badly. I keep thinking that I can do it all on my own, but I am starting to realize that I can't and it is pretty hard to accept that.
Hi Pinkpod...I'm glad that you are reaching out and getting back with your treatment team. Please try to reframe your 'needs' and remember that if you had cancer or diabetes, you would not likely expect yourself to be able to manage it without help. This is not unlike those situations.
Be gentle with yourself....take care...Jan ♥
Jan, I definitely have a hard time when it comes to seeing this as an "illness". I guess it will just take a mind adjustment to realize that.