Just recently visually diagnosed with genital herpes. I got

Just recently visually diagnosed with genital herpes. I got it from my husband having a cold sore and performing oral sex.. I'm so scared. I feel so dirty like its all over my body. I'm too scared to even touch my 3 month old...

You are not dirty. It's hard at the beginning but it does get better with time. I would suggest talking to a doctor about concerns with your baby. Doctors know best when it comes to our most prized possessions. The more you educate yourself on this virus the more it will help you out emotionally.