Just so depressed, and I feel like I cant be happy. I feel l

just so depressed, and I feel like I cant be happy. I feel like im alone in a room full of people. I feel like Im trapped in a void of nothingness, just numb and indifferent

Not feeling anything is just.... the worst thing I could ever think of. I have no idea how I got myself out of that. I think I was just tired of feeling sad all the time so I went to not feeling anything, which is way worse imo. You ever talk to a professional about how you're feeling? Like a therapist or doctor? I'd be six feet under without one :c My inbox is also open if you wanna talk.