Just thinking about the past...I just feel so stupid... I fe

just thinking about the past...I just feel so stupid... I feel like i should be at a better place in my life. I was always looking out for everybody but the same people stepped on me like I was nothing.... I just feel worthless and behind :/

The same thing happened to me but spiritually you have made great progress ( the reason we are here on earth) by caring for so many people. No matter what your age or financial position it's not too late to do the the things you want for yourself. Think about what you love and go for it. Surround yourself with those things or images of those things. Make a plan to keep yourself happy. It's time