Why do I feel this way every day of my life. Been going on over 10 years,, seen therapist, support groups, psychiatrist, you na,e it but it always returns to suicide. Why should any person have to suffer through this. Honestly I really do wish I could get run over by a car. Have some terminal disease, etc. Overdosing doesn't work, cutting doesn't work, trying to stay positive doesn't work, I have tries everything.
pwamps, i am sorry about what you are feeling, but i am happy that you are here. it seems like you are trying to find a way to feel better because you have tried therapists and support groups, and have even come here for help. you are a strong person to keep moving forward and i hope you are proud of your strength. please keep writing more here as we all are here to help you in any way we can.
i can totally understand your thoughts and feeling, i too wonder the same things.
have you asked yourself though why nothing has worked so far? why you don't suffer any terminal illness or such?
xxx