Killing me

If I hear some bad news like accidents happened at the road. Am badly afftected by that and keep on thinking of that.. I don't know how to get rid of this . :( :(
I feel like crying . I want to kill myself because i can't bare that feel that sucks :( :( :( :( :(

Anniena - i am very sorry about how you feel. But if this is affecting you to the point that you are thinking about suicide PLEASE see a doctor. You need to talk to someone and they can help you learn how to cope and perhaps understand why you are so affected. Please talk to someone.