Know this is a question that only I can answer just putting

Know this is a question that only I can answer just putting it out there because I don't really have anyone else to talk to or ask. But when is enough enough. How long and how many chances do I give. When do I finally say I deserve better? When do I put my foot down and fallow thru on the conditions I have made?

I have been with my husband for 9 years now the first year or so we were together things where great. I really felt like we both put our all in to our relationship and family. Now I feel like I carry it all on my own. I try my hardest to communicate my needs and feelings with him but most of the time I am met with a brick wall. I just don't know what to do anymore. I have lost my family( mom, dad and sisters) do to staying with him during some really hard trying times, and now I am feeling trapped.

I feel like I have no where to go and no one to talk to. I am a stay at home mom with no friends. So even if I decided to leave I would have no where to go. I have even gotten to the point where I have asked him to leave and he refuses to, says that if I want to leave then I can but he isn't leaving. I am so lost and so sad,

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@Sadmommy3: You have me to talk to if you want. I've asked those same questions myself. My stbx also hid his feelings whenever I wanted to talk to him and I wanted him to open up to me so that I can help him too. He never said anything until now..he then told me he never loved me from the beginning.

Be kind to yourself. Remember that you are doing the best you can. You are so much stronger than you think. I have to believe this myself to help me get through the day. :)

@mamaoftwo thank you for your support. It sounds like we are going thru some very similar things.

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