Laid in bed for a long time this morning wondering why I should get up. Past 2 weeks have been having pain issues and side effects from new meds that have basically kept me home bound. I haven't been in a suicidal state of mind, but have definitely been in the, "wish I would just go to sleep and not wake up" state of mind. So as I lay in bed wondering why should I bother to get up... What difference could my presence on this Earth possibly make... SG came to mind. I have spent a lot of time here during the past two weeks, reading and posting and doing so has allowed to maintain a connection with the outside world that reminds me I am not alone in my physical or mental pain. It reminds me that my problems could be worse and that there are better days ahead. The reason I got out of bed today was so I could post here and read how others are doing in thier struggles. It may not seem like much of a reason to most, but I'm not laying in bed, crying and feeling sorry for myself. I'm looking forward to reaching out to others and hoping to give them that little boost to remind them that know matter how bad things may seem in this moment in time, they could always be worse, yes... But they will be better again.
Sorry for your pain and other health issues. You took a goo positive step in getting up this morning so that you could come on SG. I hope you are finding some help and hope here. Wishing you well.
Aw. Sending lots of digital *hugs* your way.
That's very sweet of you, friend! Yes, better days are ahead, and I hope you're feeling better today. Sending hugs & prayers your way!
Hello friend, I am so happy about your new outlook on life. Surely, your life has purpose. You're needed to help others who have been where you have and so much more! God has a plan for your life and it is good. I pray that you stay encouraged and receive total healing.
@Galloway35 Thanks for your support. Actually had a pretty good day today. I even showered and left the house. Hooray!
I hear you. I believe we’ve all had that feeling where it’s hard and almost painful to get out of bed but I’m really glad you’re up now. Once you get past that I believe you can accomplish anything
@Zebrapr It’s kind of an ongoing thing. I feel fine for a bit, then wham! Just started a new thyroid medication. I think I’m finally adjusting to it. Let’s hope it lasts. Fingers crossed.
Any reason is a good reason. I know how you feel. many day I just wanted to sleep. My doctor added Wellbutrin to my med but it did not help then she increased the does. I had to leave work early because of a headache and confusion. I have to keep going for my grandchildren.
@MarkCaron Yeah, I suffer from bipolar disorder and several other issues so I’m familiar with the ups and downs of med changes, but this one fxcked me up for 2 weeks. Plus I had a bad reaction to a hormone last month that gave the worst indigestion I’ve ever had for nearly 2 weeks. It gets old fast.
CHEERING YOU ON!!! Way to go! Chronic pain is so challenging. You made a huge victory today. Anytime we seek to serve others, we get back in return. Thank you for reaching out to help others, even during a time where you are experiencing so much pain.
I also agree with God having a plan and a purpose for your life. You may very well have an untapped gift of encouragement for others.
Do you have an Overdrive account through your public library? I have some suggestions of audio books you might like. (Overdrive is FREE!)
Tomorrow needs you, and so do many people on this forum! (Doing virtual cartwheels for you here!)
@tlf777 Big smiles and hugs. I’m not an audio book kinda gal, but I’ll take titles and look for books. I do enjoy ready. Usually romances, but I’m burnt out on them at the moment.lol.
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