Lonely and gay.wish i could come out

lonely and gay.wish i could come out

Hugs and welcome, why do you feel you cannot?

Thank you, They are very southern baptist and have said at various times that if i had been or ever would be gay that they would disown me. so Im not sure if its better to stay hidden to keep the peace or reveal myself and cause chaos

If you feel that your safety, including financial support/roof over your head would be in jeopardy, it would be best to wait until your parents aren't a threat to the above. It is horrible to be in the closet when you want to be out, but again, your safety is a priority.