Lonely

soooo lonely and bored ... i might legit die ... i'm sitting in a meeting not hearing anything anyone is saying ... i can't focus and have just been sitting here trying to think of excuses to leave so i can go home and back to bed ... which wouldn't solve my boredom or loneliness problems, but i feel like i can't sit here one more second ...help!

sounds like you are having a rough day. i wish that we didnt have to have these feelings of lonliness and being bored.its no fun. i wonder sometimes if it is our mental illnesses that make us feel the way we do. we see people who are always going out and doing things as we sit back and watch and do nothing thinking i wish that i was that out going. or maybe its just me that thinks that way. and sometimes i think why doesnt anyone want to hang out with me am i that boring. like if i do go out and do anything wih anyone we have fun but friends will most of the time take group pictures and im not involved so ya they may have fun but im just not as fun i guess. i dont know. oh well. hope your day gets better.