Hey, things are lookin up. Girlfriend(I loved her) is gone for good. Everyone knows Im a drug addict. Money gone. No home of my own. No work in sight {self employed construction]and havn't slept in 5 days.Your probably wondering whats wrong with him. Let mee explain.1 day 10 of oxy withdrawls and feeling better everyday.2 Was able to be truthful with every one about my problem, including myself.3 Faced my biggest fear of the withdrawls.4 Found out who really cares about me and last I'm getting the monkey of my back. Everything looks,smells,feels and tastes better and I'm no Brad Pitt but I'll probably hook up again sooner or latter. So as you can see LIFE IS GOOD and its gonna stay that way. gypsy
Hey Gypsey, What an inspiration. I hope everyone dealing with this problem reads your post. How brave you've been, there's no wonder how good you're feeling about yourself. Keep up the great work and keep posting. You deserve to hear all the "ata boys" that will come from many here. I know great things are ahead for you. Many Virtual Hugs, Raylene
Thanks girl. Your absolutly right. For the first time in a long time I do feel proud. I think fear and lack of selfesteem are part of the problem. Nothing worth haveing comes easy but the right atitude is a powerfull tool. hugs back and peace in your life. gypsy
Keep up the good work, would be wise to focus on YOU in lieu of hooking up w/anyone for a while, then when your clean you may truly enjoy a relationship.
Take care of you.
April
Thanks April, your absolutly right. Im so lucky to have you guys and the friends Im staying with now.Im amazed how long it takes to get right again.Im takin it real slow. Thanks again gypsy ps I love this place!