I have hit my lowet weight since entering the step down program. My dietician believes I am going to need more inpatient treatment so I made the call and I have an assessment on Sunday.
She said she is scared for me. I am scared. I just spend 90 days in treatment and now I amay be going for another 30 to 45.....
wtf...I hate this. I can't do this anymore. Ed has stolen so much from me.
I am scared.
I personally cannot connect with the situation because I have never been in inpatient, but I want you to know that we are here to support you. I hope you keep writing and keep us updated.
You can get through this, we all can get through this. Thinking of you
allee
oh sweet girl -
i love you! Call me later!
you can do this ashley--you can and im glad you are going back!
You can do this! They said I would spend maybe two weeks in residential. I spent 9. It was five months before I graduated from the step-down program. It sucks. But you survive. Message me if you want to talk! You can do this--hang in there, and do whatever you need to to take care of yourself!
Inpatient is hard, but I know you can do it Ashley!! I was inpatient for 2 months when I was very ill, and at first you resent it, but it gets easier.You end up finding a lot out about yourself sitting there trying to get healthy. It will be a struggle but we're all here for you <3
Message me ANYTIME you need to talk. You're not in this alone
Paige xoxo
Look in the mirror. Honor the Goddess you see both inside and out from the color of your skin and the shape of your body to the love in your heart and the heart of your soul. Love yourself. Believe in yourself. Know that you a perfect being, deserving of respect from both yourself and from others
Ashley my heart is acheing to hear that you are still struggling with this..YOU are in my prayers.We care about you and support you.
Love
Ashley...don't give up honey! Keep seeking the help you need, and I wish you all the best. As I said in my message, don't forgot that there are options that are very specialized and not that well known, cost effective, and...that work!
You are worth fighting for.....HUGS...Jan ♥