I know what i need to do to get myself going again, i just cant find the motivation.
How do you all find it you to get this motivation?
I have tryed to past while really hard and i have done really well, but its gone and i cant find it again. Today i did try to organise something to do, but its not happening coz i havnt heard a responce from my friend.
Its nice and sunny out and here am i with another average day watching the hours slowly go by. It took a lot to get out of bed and have a shower. I done this with effort and said i keep the effort up as if i dont nothing will be achieved, but thats the thing, nothing else has been achieved from my efforts.
Idk whats the point in even making this, i guess im just looking to see how others cope.
the point of you making this is to tell all of us how your feeling and we will respond to make you feel better. Take things slowly as you can, you have your whole life ahead of you. Its your life, if you want a slow pace, take a slow pace. Gradually become motivated, I used to go out on my own and do things myself and then slowly became friends with people who are the same and took it slowly with them too.
What do you like to do most of all? Even the smallest thing you are good at. Then concentrate on it, imagine doing it. Do it until you feel you can't live without it. make that your inspiration. Take it slow. I was confused about what I was good at, people telltin me I'm not good at anything, but everyone is good at something. I had to fight my way to do what I like ( most of my family and friends made fun of my passion and tried to stop me ) but I continued to do it. It has become me inspiration when I am down, and also my weapon when I am attacked. I choose to continue only because of it and nothing else in this world. Good luck finding your tool. And please keep us informed about it. Yours, Iully
Hey, i have had a really good last 2days. The past while i had been down and out, but still had that lovly fake smile on my face! As of now, the smile is real. Usually i think about the next drop thats coming but i am not going to think of that right now, just focus on the good. I know the bad will come back soon, but whats the point in me dwelling on it.
I know i need to get my life in order and im taking steps towards that. Thanks for the replies!
And lully, the things i like to do most of all are not good for me. So im thinking its time to begin working on a discovery to what will make me want to get up and out of bed. It will be really difficult to find new or old things that i enjoy coz i have really hit a blank wall when trying to think of things! I keep thinking tho!!
do you like any kind of crafts? I draw and color the drawings with colored pencils. Or there is word searches, journaling. Making handmade cards. The journaling I do every morning. I write down everything including my prayers. It really helps me to write about my feelings. Also, coming here to SG has made a big difference in my life. There are many kind people on here. I will be praying for you too. I hope you find things to encourage you and motivate you. Maybe start small, try journaling. Always, Kathy