My birthday is in two days and I am wanting to self harm more than ever right now. I just want my big brother and my daddy to celebrate my birthday with me :( I don't know if I can be okay without them :'(
hey there, have you been able to talk to them, or contact them? how old will you be turning? happy birthday, we are here for you!
@Aura82 my daddy passed before Christmas last year and my brother took his life 9/11/13 due to bullying and thank you and I am 17 today
angel i understand completely. My sister committed suicide due to bullying as well and it has hurt me greatly, we were best friends, but ive learned something. Instead of making the death of my sister something that pushes me into the ground, why don't i use the strength of her memories to lift me up. And that is what i did, i used her life and her story to inspire me, i wrote about her, i write letters to her, and it makes me happy, maybe you can do the same for your father and brother, and i hope it makes you happy to. I hope you have a very wonderful and happy birthday, and if you need a friend, you know where to find me, or should i say us, because i know alot of people will be there for you :)
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@drewfc thank you so much I appreciate that.
Who are you okay with right now?
@blujonny I was okay with my ex fiance but I left him about a month and a half ago. I sometimes turn to my sisters but I don’t wanna bother them with this. Everyone has so many other important things to worry about. I’ve just kind of isolated myself somewhat today.