So my ultimate goal in getting healthy and gaining weight is the ability to have a baby. I am scared shitless, yet I know that I am soooooo wanting to pass this because my husband and I are ready to take on the lifelong job of being parents. Now I know that I can't take care of a baby if I can't take care of myself...that would just be sellfish. So this is why I have started on the path to gain some weight, which hopefully I can do. If I can do this....then I can think about being a parent. I have tried fertility methods but stopped because if I was to get pregnant, I would still be underweight and unhealthy and maybe not ready to accept a changing body. So I need to add weight first naturally and accept me for who I am, despite my size. So today's meals for far
Breakfast:
toast with jam and a bunch (trying not to measure!!!!) of mixed berried - strawberries, raspberries, blueberries, and blackberries
Snack:
Handful of crackers, half a granola bar, half a peach
Lunch:
Bowl of grilled vegetables, a clementine, a few rice crackers, and half a sugar cookie (and a real fruit gummi!)
Hopefully this continues....mind you looking at this I realize that I have to stop with this whole half thingy. I tend to pick at foods, take bites or halfs, but not actually eat the whole thing!
Wish me luck for the rest of the day!