My husband is a Cocaine and crack addict. its gotten really

My husband is a Cocaine and crack addict. its gotten really bad cause he use to function but now its to where he cant keep a job because he wont show up! we have 5 children and i feel alone. I've seen emails he sends to people to hook up and denies it til i show him proof and all he can do is apologize! he stays gone days at a time and im fed up! Im tired of worrying fighting and crying ....i ask him to leave but he makes a huge seen in front of the kids ...i dont know what to do anymore i dont know how to help him we dont have $$ for a rehab and beside s that he THINKS he can stop when he wants i know thats not true

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Hun, you are a mom first of all in this situation, he has probably gone through your bank account funding this addiction, for now, you need to remove your kids and yourself from this situation, it will only get worse before it gets better. Do you have family who will support you?