someone please help me control myself. im losing the best relationship i have ever had due to drinking.please
John-
I know this might not be what you want to hear but you may need to take a break from the relationship to fix yourself first. What good are you to others if you can't help yourself first. If they love you, they will understand and they will wait. You have to help yourself first before anyone else. Have you tried checking yourself into a treatment center? You will be a better person after you get some help. The person you love could be willing to help you through the process but you might need to prove to them that you are serious about getting help first. Hope these words help.
hey john.....in addition there is aa and there is also one on one therapy if you can afford it. hoping you also have the support of family and friends. need to work on john and we're here to help if we can....