My mom has been an alcoholic since I was about 7. I didn't r

My mom has been an alcoholic since I was about 7. I didn't really understand it until around the age of 15. I'm 23 now, and the pain just gets worse as I get older. My mom just got back from an 8 day vacation, visiting my sister out of town. I wish she would have stayed there. That feels horrible to say. It's like a black cloud that rains on everyone when she is around.

Do you still live together?

@CKBlossom We do. Im beginning my last year of college in August, and am definitely stuck at home until I graduate as i only work part time.