My mom told Me if I don't stop thinking or talking about suicide she is gong to put me in a home. Guess I can't talk to her about my troubles anymore.
I'm so so so sorry, really message me if you need anything, to rant or to hear someone else's story so you know you're not alone.
Something like that happened to me too. My mom said she wanted to admit me into the hospital and get me on meds. I hated that she wanted to do that to me. I felt that I didn't want to tell her anything ever again. I was suicidal for over two years. I got pregnant and now Im a single mom of a 1 year old boy. My depression has gotten better. I was hanging out with a guy recently and he performed ora; sex on me and gave me herpes type 1 and now I feel as though I will be single forever. I feel so ugly and rejected and lost and lonely. Life is so hardd sometimes and I think if i didn't have my son I would still be so suicidal because life just isn't fair. Try and find something u love and stick to it--even if its something like painting, exercising, listening to music. Do not resort to drinking and drugs, please!!! Hang in there.. ur not the only one.