my "boyfriend" he found out that i have been cutting again. He told me he couldn't handle it, that it was too much for him. That actually made me want to cut again, only because...if your suppose to love me, your suppose to be there for me, no matter what, and help me through this rough patch in my life. it's confusing because I should just let him go then. thats just going to cause even more stress. i feel alone without him i guess.
pocketfull im sorry to hear you are having a hard time. i can see how it made it harder for you when he left because depression and lonliness dont go together.it makes it harder to deal with your emotions. know there are people here that you can talk to. i am here if you need to talk.i know it can be very hard when you feel alone. know your nt alone
that happened to me a couple years ago and i was hurt, but my boyfriend at the time didnt say it was too much for him he told me i had too many problems and he didnt want to deal with them. later i realized if he cant handle me at my worst he doesnt deserve me at my best. my sister told me that and i had to keep repeating it to myself in order to start believing it. you are an amazing person and you deserve someone who loves every thing about you (that includes the scars)
this comment, just put me in tears. this is so true, and I guess im going to have to continue and say this to myself also. thanks so much 
no problem if you need anything let me know
im so sorry to hear that pocketfull!! if you need/want to talk- feel free to message me.