My parents divorced 2 ish years ago and since then I have grown and learned a lot. And it's been difficult to handle all of my past. My dad has a job which he travels a lot so to this day I have a lot of negative memories about the way he was never there for me or the way he treated my family and I when he was there and these feeling are over whelming. I'm not sure how to handle the facts that I've realized I may have a biological father but I will never have a dad. This kills me all my friends who have dads take it for granted and I sit here and I pretend it doesn't kill me when people talk about how annoying their dads are but it hurts so bad.
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My parents divorced when I was 30 and basically afterwards I chose not to have him in my life as he is toxic, it does hurt to know you do have a father, but would trade in a heartbeat for one with a heart.