So lonely. I just want to feel loved by people. No-one seems to care when I feel down. They turn to me when they need comfort but never reciprocate. Everyone is so busy and self-absorbed. The one person who always loved me died this year. Part of me died with her. My family doesn't really care about me and I don't have any true friends it seems. Facebook makes me feel worse.
I'm sorry to hear about your loss. It's especially difficult to lose someone who you have a strong connection with. I can relate to your frustration with people looking to you for support and not reciprocating when you're in need of a shoulder to lean on.
I'm really having a hard time dealing with my brothers death.It was so sudden and he hadn't been sick. Then Easter Sunday my sister-in-law come to let me know tha t my brother had passed away earlier that morning.I feel like I'm living in a dream @ times. I keep waiting for him to come back.I live in the same mobile home park where my brother worked. So eveytime i see his work truck I think its him. I get so excited to see his truck and then it hits me that its not him.It has been a rough year. cuz I lost my dad just before Christmas and then my brother.I was @ ease with the passing of my dad cuz we all knew how much he wanted to go home to be with the Lord and his second wife. But when someone mentions my brothers name I cry like a baby. I even made a teddy bear out of his clothes so that I can hug it whenever, that helps for a little while.
I am so sorry about your loss. I hope you find that other person you can lean on for support. I need one too.
Also I hate getting on Facebook but that is the only way I see some friends.
It is so hard to lose someone that you know loves you. I lost both my parents at the same time. I miss them so much. I knew they would always love me. When I get really down, I especially miss them. My therapist says I need to learn to love myself and then it doesn't matter if anyone else loves you. She says you can't depend on other people to make you happy. You need to learn to do that. I hadn't got to that point either. Some days I don't even like myself at all. Grief is a very hard thing to work through. My thoughts and prayers are with all of you that have lost loved ones.