New to group today

Hi, my name is Sarah, I am from Minnesota and suffer from Major depressive disorder, anxiety, and epilepsy. I am a certified nursing assistant and enjoy helping other people! I am married but my husband works a lot; because I am unable to work right now, so I am alone most of the time which contributes to my depression and anxiety. My family also lives 3 hours away and I don't know many people so I really feel I have no one. I am hoping this group will help me and I will meet new people. Although I have suffered from depression for almost 15 years, it doesn't get any easier and to me lonliness is the absolute

I have had Epilepsy since I was 9. I'm 40 now. I was diagnosed with severe depression 8 yrs. ago. Since then I have had really bad days and some good. My depression is very bad right now. I feel numb. I want to cry but can't. It scares me when I don't have emotions like I want. It is like I am in survival mode. The day started out OK but now I am dwelling on the negative. I feel guilty for feeling guilty. On and on it goes...