I am over weight and on Gastric Bypass surgery wait list. I have lost 8 to 10 pounds per month for over a year, except this weeks weigh in. I gained 2 pounds and my support staff at the Weight Loss Clinic started yelling at me and are now threatening to drop me from the Gastric Bypass surgery wait list. I have worked hard to stay on the list and the people who get paid to help me, turn on me the first chance they get.
My siblings and I helped out our neighbors after mother nature turn her ugly head. We worked 20 hour days for a week and were eating whatever the volunteers were serving. Maybe I should have ate less, but I felt I needed the extra energy. Now my surgery is in jeopardy or over with all together and I just feel like giving up. What is the use in trying anymore. If I didn't promise my daughter to dance with her at her wedding, I think I would just end it all right now and get it over with.