I have been having a relapse for 4 years. I am doing better, because I on good meds. right now. I can think and am clear for the first time in 4 years. And… it sucks. Because I have to take responsibility for my actions. Im home from the mental hospital. It’s so hard to deal with reality. Haha I’m not comfortably numb and delusional. Now it’s like I can feel pain emotionally. It’s so weird having feelings again. does anyone else feel it’s easier to be in the hospital? Im glad I home its just so much harder than I thought. It’s like where have I been for four years.
Morning. May i ask what medication you are taking? Our son Ben is schizoaffective with BPD and is currently in hospital after another psychotic break. He refuses to take meds because he thinks they do not help and caused him to gain a lot of weight and become diabetic. He has paranoia and delusions. We are trying to talk him into signing up with a psychiatrist and talk to them weekly but not sure how he will react once he comes home from hospital. Usually he is always angry and does not want to talk to us or let us try and help.