Not sure if I should admit this and put these thoughts out t

Physical Health Chronic Pain
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Not sure if I should admit this and put these thoughts out there. But if my doctors wont help me soon like they promised, I may force them to. Ive been considering crashing my car on purpose so the seat belt would make my hernia and intestines damaged to a point where they could longer ignore me and push me away. I know that sounds crazy. But at this point I am desperate for them to help me. I can;t take this for much longer and will do anything for some relief and some real help.

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Don't do that, just keep bugging them they're help you:)

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I have been bugging them. I call and call and beg each time for the doctor to call me back. I never get a call back. They promised me that they would help me before summer (that was 2 months ago) and now I cant even get them on the phone or get an appointment with them. They dont want to help me because they are too afraid. Now I want i feel like I have to make them help me.

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Why do such a dangerous thing. Instead of attention from doctors you may recieve it from a coroner and funeral manager. Why not try a new set of doctors. Get a second opinion.

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yeah don't,your better off going to the doctors couple times then visiting the morgue

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I'm just so desperate for help beyond pain meds, which hardly do anything. I can't keep going on like this. I'm not really living right now. I feel like I am in hell. I've lost everything because I trusted that these doctors and surgeons said they would help me. Now I have no job to go back to, no money, no insurance, no hope. How am i supposed to make it to August 25 to start receiving SSDI? what am i supposed to do?

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I know exactly how you feel, I've had thoughts like that myself. The problem is, that's not even guaranteed to work. You may end up causing more problems for yourself, or worse... dead. If the doctors that you currently have are doing nothing to help you, it might be wise to find some new doctors... and even seek help from a pain management doctor. It also might be smart to see a counselor or something to really make everyone aware of how desperate you truly are right now for relief. Living with pain is one of the hardest things to do. If you need anyone to talk to, please message me.

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