Well I don't know if I would consider things better right now, only that the main focus has changed. Which doesn't help with wanting to cut now a days. If something goes on for awhile I can eventually close myself off to it but everything now is new. Ive been able to suppress the need to cut for almost two months. But for right now I'm not so sure I can keep that going, there is so much going on right now and cutting is all I can think about. I came so close to cutting last night that it really scared me. I don't want to be that depressed and lonely girl anymore but she wont ever leave. She's still a constant companion for me even when there is nothing wrong.
(((Anna))) I hear you and I understand. I have been where you are and I am here to help and support you. There is a way out of this. If you want to talk, I am here for you, and I am praying for you. Congratulations on not cutting in two months. That is terrific! God bless you!
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