Ok guys, this will be my last post here for a while. I'm spiking right now and I'm in a bad state. But I've decided not to give in to the HOCD. I will take control over my life and live happy and healthy. Thoughts are thoughts, and they cannot turn me into something I'm not. And even if they are true, so what? Good night fellow HOCD-sufferers. I wish you a happy recovery!
such strength and perseverance! i hope you feel comfortable updating us periodically on how things are going. We will be here for you.