my body is so used to this cycle, eat eat eat, then well u know, so my thing is i need to stop eating so much so fast, an then i can get that awful feeling away, like just now, i made my daughter sum chicken nuggets, made enough for the both of us, then i scarved them down like always, but instead of running to the bathroom i came on here.....,then in like 15 min or so my fiance will be home...so i wont be able to b/p, which will make me a happy lady today! of course all the thoughts r there like omg i ate too much, im gonna get fat, y did i eat so many, uggh, sooo this is where i'am with this today....GO AWAY E/D!
it will go away, you just keep telling it over and over again at it'll realize it's got now power over you anymore. give it time but you've got the strength and the reasons to get better!
xxx
thank you maedi, how have you been today???
up and down, and now down. thanks for asking, sweety!
life is just too much at times…
hope you’ll start this new day with new strength and confidence! i’m here for you fi you need me!
xxx
that is great ck. i am happy you are doing well. i wish you the best today as well as yesterday.
Scarlette
hi "go away bulimia"... i, too, have a major probem with WOLFING down foods! as much as i like to eat i hardly can even enjoy or taste the foods b/c i'm too busy eating too fast... i am doing to make a REAL effort to slowwwwwwwww down at my next meal and actual take in the experience.. like the French do!(i'm 1/2 French) :)
thanks for posting and great job finding a way around b/p today! keep up the good work!
caroline
i seem to eat quickly as well. especially when i am stressed. it usually just makes my stomach hurt more in the end though...
Scarlette
hey go away bulimia, how've you been these days? hope all is well, would be good to hear from you :-)
love
maedi