Ok so I feel like I'm going nuts if been with my husband forOk so I feel like I'm going nuts if been with my husband

Ok so I feel like I'm going nuts if been with my husband for eleven years we have been married for six years in June any way he had a pill problem two years ago he went to rehab and has been clean for two....so I thought I found myth and a pipe well of course it wasn't his well now I find myself questioning him and always snooping I love him and wanna believe him but I don't know how when every time I let my guard down its like a smack in the face

hugs to you. trust when broken, is hard to rebuild. What are your options, and choices at this point? what do you want to do? hugs to you, we are here for you.