People I love just keep dying very young and I think it's re

[rb14]

People I love just keep dying very young and I think it's really weighing heavy on my heart. My little sister and her unborn baby girl were murdered three years ago and my 18 year old cousin died in a bus crash 8 months ago

[Aura82]

I am so sorry for you deep losses. Its hard to process such mindless innocence lost. I am glad you are here with us, this is a great place to give and get support. Sending hugs to you!

[rb14]

Thank you. I am starting to realize that I am not dealing with the loss and that I really need to talk about it or else I will just continue to pretend I'm fine while I feel like I am drowning.

[mnguy92]

I understand that pain all to well. I've had two friends die in horrible ways and it wore on me for a vary long time,you never really move on but what I realized is that life can be really short and being alive even now is a blessing in its own

[rb14]

You are right it is. Since my sister was killed I got married and had a beautiful baby girl. I am happy but then I am guilty for being happy and go through some serious depression for quite a while and I have no idea how to explain to my husband what is going on with me

[mnguy92]

well,I don't believe your guilty. I mean that's life people die,you just have no control over it. don't feel guilty just try your best for you,your husband and your daughter. your life is with them seriously enjoy it!