I have never felt so incredibly alone. I know that I like girls. I always have and I've tried everything possible to make it go away but nothing works. I just want to embrace it and I can't. I'm very feminine.. which in turn gets me a lot of extremely unwanted male attention.. and I don't know why but everytime a man tries to pick me up, I hate myself a little bit more inside. I can't live like this anymore. I'm 24.. I feel like I should be out and happy with it by now. I'm just so lonely.. I'm becoming so depressed.. I really need someone to talk to. :(
I'm not sure why you would want to make a part of you go away. You are who you are and you should be proud of it. No one can get to know who you are if you don't accept who you are. And even if you were an unattractive woman guys will still hit on you. That's just how guys are so it's best to get used to it as best you can. As for you wanting to be happy, the only thing holding you back is you. Maybe if I knew why you were having so much trouble with coming to terms with your sexuality I could help more... You can PM if you want :-)
You Have To Love The Person You Are First , You Know That You Are Gay So You Have To Be Confident In The decsions Your Making . Once You Accpet The Person You Are Your Gonna Be Fine .
Im here to talk anytime you need. It takes a lot of time to accept who you are and be comfortably open with it. Some people cant be open until their 50s. Just ease your self put there and it will come I promise.
It took me until my 30's to finally admit to myself that I was gay and do something about it. Life will get better. I promise.
I'm in my 40s, husband and kids and still deal with it. As someone that wished she had been brave in her 20s...I say embrace it. It may save heartache later.
im almost 30 and married to a great man but life to be with females alot more live your life to the fullest and give yourself time it will happen hun don't rush it i am here if u need to talk..