Prayers please

11 months. I've been sick with an autoimmune illness for 11 months now... I've had every test possible and this morning I am waiting for the one I've been putting off. I'm at the hospital now FREAKING out over my inpenpending colonoscopy. UGH!!!! I am so nervous - I've been sick all night - had flashback all night and as a result I've lost a lot of water weight over night. I'm starving and pray this doesn't trigger even more ED thoughts or behavors. But more than anything, I'm scared. Please remember me today.

Prayers your way the worst is now over! Take care ((HUGS))