REALLY need someone to talk to right now.... bad.. please

Mental Health Self-Harm & Suicidal Thoughts
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REALLY need someone to talk to right now.... bad.. please..

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Hi

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Im just so upset right now and have serious urges...

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@sadiekins15
I’m sorry. What’s going on

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Hi

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hello... Why does everything always have to be so difficult??

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@sadiekins15

I know what you are talking about. I fight against anorexia, depression, ADD, and self harm everyday.

Just try to preoccupy yourself. Listening to some awesome music always helps me. :slight_smile: maybe it’ll help you too!

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yeah I need to do something.. my urges are just so bad... I hate this!! Il try some music

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@sadiekins15

Please hold on. I know you can do it! I know you can come ontop…

Please keep us posted on how you are doing. I know it’s difficult, I mean REALLY difficult. Just know that you are not alone.

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Life is no fun without challenges? Everything isn't difficult. Blinking is easy. Sometimes breathing is as well...

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ok I dont literally mean everything.. just my life right now.. I have been out of a state hospital for a month now and just wish I could go back because of how much easier it was and I always felt safe and had someone to talk to 24/7 and now its just me..

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just an awful day in generall and just not transitioning well.. I had the best therapist at the state hospital and the one I have now is terrible but I have to see her because Im court committed. Since ive left my PTSD has been terrible and ive self harmed a few weeks ago and have been doing other behaviors and my doctor said if I keep this up ill just end up in another psych ward.. somedays i want it but then I dont. its just stupid to admit that but i really liked the hospital because i felt genuinly cared for and now I dont. I feel like a worthless piece of trash and that maybe im not ment to be outside of hospitals maybe its all im ever good for.

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@sadiekins15 Hi, maybe you feel as though your ‘more at home in hospital’ because, when there, you don’t have to ‘live’ in the ‘real-world’ and, as you say, you feel genuinely cared for constantly… Your ‘safe’… But, even when your on the outside, I know you feel like a worthless Peice of trash but, you are not. You are a Unique Special Individual who is just someone with problems like, us all. We are all, just trying to make the best, of what we have got to work with and, what we are going through… I would just say, you are worrying that because, from the sound of it, you’ve been in Hospital a lot and, now your not, Your not sure ‘where you do fit’ but, if you keep going to your Therapist and, you’ve reached out to this SG site, where you will soon make friends / talk to more people / get support, you will soon realise that how ‘Special’ you are… We all deserve a chance so, try not to be so ‘hard’ on yourself and, give life ‘outside’ a go and, give us a go too… You can PM me anytime… I will support you and then, if you want to do the same, the next time your feeling / thinking / worrying about these issues, PM me and, we can talk through them all on a ‘one-to-one’ basis… ( If you don’t know how to support / PM then, go down to bottom of this page under FAQ’s - It tells you this and, much more about this site )… But, always remember, you are ‘NOT TRASH’ but, a Special Person who belongs in ‘The Real World’… Thinking Of You… Sent With Love, Trish x <3

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Mr.z thank you!

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@sadiekins15 HI, I’ve supported you and, after reading your Profile, It seems we suffer from quite a few of the same issues… Some I suffer from are PTSD, BPD, Anorexia, Self-Harm, Anxiety Disorder etc etc and, the list goes on… I’m here for you so, PM me anytime… <3 Trish x

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Praying that everything will be alright